strawberrypook

Name: Siobhan
Date: 12/16/2008
Colorgenics Number: 17032645


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At this time you are feeling 'uptight' and you are urgently in need of rest and relaxation; but perhaps even more than that you need to overcome that feeling that you have been 'hard done by' and treated with a complete lack of consideration. Maybe you have, but whatever may have been the cause of your inherent anxiety, you regard the situation as intolerable. Your are, however, sufficiently competent to turn that situation around - you have overcome similar problems in the past, and really this one isn't too different.

You are experiencing considerable difficulty trying to achieve your goals. As a consequence of this you are becoming more and more irritable. Your friends and acquaintances are finding it increasingly more difficult to appease or to reason with you. You are the cause of your own problems. Don't be so impulsive. It is your vacillation that can lead to problems and uncertainties. Ease up a little.

All the problems that you have been experiencing of late seem to have become a part of your life and there is little that can be done to change the situation. Your emotions run high - but even though you feel as if at times you are about to burst this situation will pass. Try to release your pent-up emotions by participating in some extra physical activities like running, swimming, whatever. There must be some favourite pastime, not necessarily strenuous, that can help you to relax.

Recent disappointment has led you to become truly introverted. You are becoming suspicious of everybody and consequently you now feel that you are unable to trust anybody. Unfortunately it would appear that you are curbing your natural enthusiasm and imaginative nature - perhaps this is because you are fearful that you may become over enthused and find that you could possibly be carried away by wishful thinking. You are keeping your distance to see whether attitudes towards you are sincere - but this watchfulness could easily develop into suspicion and distrust.

You are inclined to be too trusting and you feel that you need to be on your guard against the possibility that your endeavours and actions may be misunderstood. Too often you have been taken advantage of and you have been mentally abused. Now you are seeking a relationship which can provide peace of mind, where you can be yourself and not have the need to put on a false front.

**Just an interesting little quiz that's based off floating colored boxes. I just made it sound very silly but it is very interesting. o: "
http://www.goldinuniverse.com/ (Is the address if you want to check it out.) I should make a more meaningful update but not really in the mood. =3=; I'll have to do it later , if I remeber.

I don't get people! I think my understand people skill was lost at birth. So.. explaining why I'm rambling on. I was talking to a friend abuot marriage and babies all the stuff that makes me kinda wanna ooch away from. I haven't reached that stage of maturity yet ( thank god) I actully I think I'm rather immature but pfft.. with my looks i can get away with it. I really can't fathom the complusion to fling oneself into a permanant relationship at 20 yrs ( ie. marriage) Nothing wrong with marriage per say but like.. so you get married young and then u get to watch it all crumble into smoldering ruins because it was a rash decision. I know that your all going to point out that rare couple that stays together for life. But pffttt.. "RARE" for a reason. I'm just saying there is so much to do in life , so much to see.. marriage just seems like something for later in life not at the beginning. I'm not trying to change anyone's mind here but felt like rambling about my opinion on it. So yea.. from what i've seen young marriage = divorce. harhar. If you make it work then congrats to u for standing above the rest. If not I'm kinda compelled to point and laugh because I am a jerkface.

Next line of business, my friend told me i was being overally harsh about her plans for marriage. Im not sure.. on one side im trying to be cheerful since marriage is usually a happy event on the other hand, i don't think its the greatest idea. Im not sure why i think this.. prehaps i don't want to see her get hurt or maybe i feel she's going to become a completely different person. She already does seem different from when i knew her but noone stays the same after all. *scratches head* Possibly too because i kinda dislike her b/f even though i've only met him once. I suppose the whole sucking face during the meeting kinda put a negative on me liking him. I just felt annoyed with her but got over that. I can't seem to get over disliking him though xD ah-well.. apparently I'm not alone in this but it is unfair so Im trying not be a bitch. Either way, i think i ruffled her feathers last night and now im not sure if i should be sorry or just plain confused. She confuses the hell outta me sometimes -3-;

-Rant ended- I don't really think that helped me to fix my confusion but atleast I got it off my chest. Other news, I'm still slowly in the process of trying to color all that art that I drew. Pain in my ass since now i got the characters whom i don't have color schemes for yet. I got a Angelfish girl and pirhanna boi whom need colors. Oi! I've slowly started to pick up rping since I always kinda enjoyed it and sorta missed doing it when it died. Other then that, I haven't had much going on. My life seems to be a consistant repeat of work,home,sleep then repeat. I'm not really bothered by this but does have a certain dull note to it. miff.. I think im done rambling for a bit here.

It's been almost a year since i've been on this. I never find much of my life worth writing down though i enjoy typing shit up and rambling is good for stress relief. So...
I have a job working at Whitehorse Subaru/Kia/ Rent-a-Wreak. Yes, all those are in 1 small building. My job as of now is First year Parts Apprentice. Fancy title even though I tend to do a whole lot of nothing for most of the day.I'm not complaining, mind you. When i am doing something it is usually making work orders, sorting parts, selling parts, renting vehicles.
Well Know Fact : Rental People are cheap asses. They expect you to pay for everything and come running to their every whim. PLeaseee.. im not driving 8 hrs to dawson because u have a flat tire. Hah! Anywho, It is a 8-5 hr job from mon-fri. I don't even mind the hours anymore even though tend to be alittle groggy in the morning. I really do enjoy working there.
It pays for my house rent. I currently live alone in a duplex which is oddly content and lonely. I need a pet or something. I don't really wanna try the human company thing again, i might gank someone for their stupidy. So.. It is a 2 bedroom/living room/Kitchen house which is all mine. Plus i just bought a brand new 2008 Toyota Yaris. Cute cute car, good on gas too so i'm happi. I'm doing well for myself but sometimes it feels like i'm just living in this void.

Unhappy news:
My Aunt on my dad's side is currently very ill with cancer. My dad is currently visiting her and will be back on sunday night. Im not sure how i feel about it... it's saddening but i never saw her very often. I suppose i feel alittle guilty for not getting to know her better but she lives in ontario and i like in the Yukon. I worry for my Dad since he doesn't seem to take these things well.

Other News:
My birthday is on Tuesday this year. Im not sure that I'm looking forward to it. I just seems like nothing will come of it. Also half setup to go to school in the winter ( Jan-Feb) I got my plane tickets but still haven't found a place to rent since Edmonton is a bugger like that. I thnk next time around ill go for a smaller city.

Hmm.. was talking to an old friend today. I kinda lost contact with her because she went to BC for Art school and well, I kinda dislike her b/f. I'm not the only one so ehh.. I mean i can say im happy for her. Though I admit i cringed when she brought up the whole marriage thing. I still think 20 anything way to early to marry someone when you have your whole life ahead of you. I just see it leading to divorce, lmao. I'm so negative that i amuse myself. I think love is great but eh.. i dunno. marriage or babies at 20-29 is just messed up to me. This is why i am still Single because i apparently have commitment issues and a negative withdraw personality. Cha ;D It was fun to talk to her, those issues put aside. I kinda miss goofing around and eating junk food with her. I always seem to miss things in the past that were good. Kinda drifted away from everyone , i realize but it is a 50/50 thing . I mean I kinda regret it and then i kinda don't . When I get lonely, i just tend to go have a nap to sleep it off. I sometimes debate if this is the correct way to deal with it. ah-well.

I'm done rambling for the moment. Till next time.

Kinda remebered that i do in fact have a livejournal kicking around. Though to be honest, i kinda forgot the password for awhile. xD It has a number in it and i kept forgetting that. Anywho...
Life has been dull.
Finished going to school many months ago and came home to wonderful old Whitehorse. Then everyone and their dog left which kinda sucked. I was working at the Ford dealership ( whitehorse motors) but eh.. they laid me off. Crummy deal since it was ubber fun and the pay was decent. So basically been off work for like 2 weeks now.. Super super boring since everyone is either A. not here or B. Working. I've kinda gone back to my high school days of sleeping 18 hrs and then getting up for like 5hrs. Hm.. kinda quit eating since im not awake long enuff to u know actually feel like eating anything. Apparently also, found i've been sucked in this bizzare love triangle thinger. Alys likes ely and me. Ely likes her and I just don't really like anyone. So, now it's sorta awkward since they are all being cutesey with one another and im like bleh. Then my ppl skills have dissolved into nothingness after staying in my house for like 2 weeks. I'm serious.. i haven't really gone outside to often. ( It's fecking cold out so screw anyone who sez i should) I don't really talk to many ppl online either. Nothing much to talk about when u snooze all day. Plus I just avoid talking to the ppl that went away to school. I got nothing to say to them and i suppose sorta crabby at them for leaving ship anyway. Bunch of wankers, i don't need to be talking to u. Yes, i can be a spiteful person every so often. Aside from sleeping, random muchies.. i've been drawing/reading. It passes the time and i like doing both. In this time of total lazy anti-socialness, i've gone from 145 lbs to 138 lbs. yay! Loosing of the weight that or im horribly sick. whatever.
My only good news would be have a job interview this monday so maybe i wouldn't be jobless for long. -sigh- no more sleeping for 18 hrs but moonies. Anyway, i should get my sleep since it is like 5am around here. That and it is cold again. -_-; nobody turns the heat on in this darn house.

Murf.. I apparently caught something from either school or running around outside in minus 30 weather. Either way, It feels like i've eaten glass shards or something. Throat is so raw and kinda have the slimey gross feeling when i go to swallow. Nasty! Anyway, I missed like a day and a half of school cause of this. It kind pisses me off cause being stuck in this house is down right boring. It was also -30 degrees out so my poor little car was like 'piss off, im not working' hense another reason for missing school. I'll have to do some catch up on monday and what not but whatever. I have really been up to much otherwise just sleeping and feeling crummy. I did manage to draw a whole bunch of crap yesterday which was kinda nice. Art explosion! ne-hehe.. I even made a little sick icon for my lj. I'm ever so bad ass. This is a short lj for sure, i've pretty much run outta things to type.

6am! I cannot tell you how early this is unless you've been there an experienced it yourself. You basically end up walking around in a trance like state all day. Anyways, I had to get up at the time and install a battery into a truck. I wouldn't of minded so much if it wasn't so bloody cold in the morning. I mean i couldn't feel my legs after i was done. Then I drove said Truck into town, very slowly I might add. It only had summer tires on it and no weight in the back so stopping is an interesting experience for sure. School was long and i even managed to tear my coveralls up pretty good. The Truck apparently has to stay overnight in the garbage because it needs 8 new spark plugs and a few more tests. I managed to catch a ride home with a buddy and take a short power nap. I still feel like shit so i'll assume the power nap was a flop. I can say i was handling it all okay, I mean everyone has their shitty days. But... then It just got stupid. My friend was like " Oh, did my running off to play warcraft 3 or whatever while talking to you bother you?" Hah! I was all like "noooo, heavens no. I totally don't mind being ignored for the crappy pre-wow game." It was dumb.. just like when friends use to play wow and totally ignored you. There was always a large urge to swear violently and club them over the head for being so stupid.

FUCK! It does bother me! You know? Don't get on the bloody msn if your not even going to fucking use it then. I don't feel like wasting words on you if your not even going to pay attention.

So yea.. wee bit angry at her for that one. I can blame it partly on me being really tired but most of the stupid goes to her there. I could keep bitching but I have a test that should study for. *flops over* Fuck... this day was just crappy.

So.. Yeah, I'm back in the wonderful flatlands. There is nothing to do here as usual. I wasn't really surprised by this though. Everyone is basically the same here, i still feel like some what of an outcast. It's an odd feeling since it doesn't bother me that much since it's like being in high school all over again. *shurgs* Besides.. even if i wanted to cry about it.. who would care and i got no one to ran to for comfort here so I gotta suck it up for another 4 months. Thats right.. I'm trying bitching less because it ain't helping me out any. Hm.. Well, I found out my mark for that test i did before x-mas break. 74%.. Nice! I was happy because apparently it is one of the hard tests from the course. I got another test coming up this wednesday which is bum. :/ Then I believe I have my Mid-term at the end of this month. Oh yay, oh yay! Oh! I no longer have to take Math or English in school anymore. It is sooo nice.. because they were both retard courses and i hated them. I have been drawing alot since i got back though which is really cool. It is nice to feel so inspired for once. ^^ I've actually taken up exercise too. I hate it to be honest, but i've alway had a lazy attitude so yea. 20 mins of running everyday. The tread mill and me are like best buddies. I think its just really waiting for me to fall over and devour me. :x I must say though.. everything hurts from all that running. My feet and ankles really really hurt! I don't think my little feet like all the running that i'm doing. haha.. ah-well.. New years resolution! I kinda gave up caffine and carbonated beverages ( No Pepsi! D: ) Its sad.. I have like cravings for it now.. I think it'll last untill i'm back in Whitehorse. Then I'll get my pepsi back.. Such a long time. * sighs*
Anyway.. I'm off to go do things. More writing in the future ( maybe)

Ughh.. I know I haven't really been updating this. My life isn't one of thrills so it makes it hard to write in here on a daily basis. I usually pop on here when i'm feeling emo or just down right pissy. This be my bitching journal! *nods* I really need to make some more icon for it, only got about 3 at the moment. I kinda need my mouse for that so that has to wait till i get back to the evil SK. Another 4 months with red necks and hicks. I can hardly wait, to bad SK is so flat. Otherwise I could go fling myself off some cliff. It's just down right depressing to think I have to be stuck there that long. I'll be missing my buddies in the yukon and hell, the yukon it's self. I still hate the mountians but I can live with them over flat land and rednecks. Can you tell that I really don't wanna go back. Mostly cause everyone there is obsessed about booze or marriage. It is really sad and very creepy. My uncle and aunt are nice but they seem so stiff when im around. It's like I came along and stomped on their bubble. ( Very awkward!)The whole not knowing anyone kinda sucks but then again.. don't wanna mix with the creepy 20 yr old people obsessed with marriage. It maybe contagious or something of that nature. So.. 4 months of solitude.. not that i mind the solitude but thats a damn long time. I don't think i need that much solitude really. Its funni how after 4 months of sitting in your room by yourself..your like "omg, talk to mee!" when you get back home. :b ...
My plane leaves at 6:45am in the morning. Which is insanely early and no one should be awake at that time. Then I get to fly around teh country against my will untill I finally land in Regina. It'll be around 8:10pm which is also bull crap and a waste of a day. *thumps head against desk* Once this is all over I'll be so happy to never go to sk again or go back to school. I prefer work anyway, u get more outta it. Anyway, I have to go finish packing some things for my wonderful trip.
muuu.

My Journal sounds emo before it has even started. I apologize for that. I was listening to some angry music and it was making me feel angry. It is hard to explain.. Sometimes i switch emotions based on what i'm listening to. I don't feel angry as in like maim ,kill and so forth. I was just feeling more agressive then my usual neutral passive self. Anyways..

I figured I'd update since i had nothing better to do tonight. I went ddring with a friend on the weekend and end up buying some wristband. They are both black, fake leather with white stitching. One is based on kingdom hearts and has the logo on it with a big black heart behind it. ;D The other has FF7 cloud's wolf head thing from his uniform on it. I took it because it tends to catch on things when im not paying attention. I also bought some new pencil crayons because I was tired of my art being in just black & white. I bought some pens and a .99 cent pencil sharper too.. *laughs* I still have to buy my Aunt's x-mas present ( she wants a roughrider's sweater), i need to pay my visa off and eh.. take 50$ cause i said i'd help pay for Grandma's x-mas present. *mutters* I kinda got blackmailed into that one but anyways... I couldn't find Joe's gift any fucking where, Faye's gift will hopefully be in before i leave for Whitehorse. * coughs*

It is finally snowing down here in the flatlands. It was kinda nice, I was alittle giddy about. :3 I finally get to use my winter tires. harr! I left the e-brake on today for a tiny bit before my brain was like "durrrr! what the hell are you doing?!". I was rather pissed at myself for that one. School on the other hand, is quite boring. I spend most of my time talking to people on msn/aim instead of attempting to watch our teacher fumble his way through class. We have 2 bloody 85-question tests before x-mas break. It was like Bull-shittt!? Then I have a math exam on top of this. I'm not worried aout the math exam, i mean i can fail and still be passing(good) in it. I'm more worried about the bloody electrical exams because our teacher is a dud.

Well, thats my ramble for the day. I'm going to stick some other crap under this for my own amusement. Beside this journal is all over the place already.

Music d/ling:
Thee Days Grace - OneX
Rhapsody of Fire
Enigma - the cross of change
Katerine Here Come All The Boys ( d/led from a friend ;D)

Games d/ling:
Never Winter Nights 2 - haha, it's fucking huge!

Fanfictions I've read recently:
Protecting the Lion(ff8): http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2677777/1/ <3<3 yay!
Strings Attached (FF8): http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2868946/1/ <--- sequel to above fic.

Haha, oh-man.. This was the best thing ever. XD

"The Harpy opens the battle by casting Thunder Strike on Lawfer and Arngrim and-- HOLY SHIT! Arngrim has the largest, most penisy sword I have ever seen. It looks like what you would get if Sephiroth's Masamune and Cloud's Buster sword had a phallic sword baby and then that baby grew up to play center for the Knicks. Seriously. Wow. "
Yep, that made my day totally. I was dozing off in my chair until i read that. I couldn't stop laughing for like 5 mins stright. Erm , I realize that no one will get this because that game that is mentioned is freaking old. It was a fun game though. X3 You get to be a little emo godess whom has 3 different personalities and collect peoples souls. Then you lvl up these people and send um off to some war in heaven or whatever. Arngrim was one of the first souls that you collect and he has a giant 'penis' sword.. heh. It was cool though! They has cool overdrive type attacks which were like "Overkill!". Anyway, what else can i babble on...
Oh! we had are evil brakes exam today. A whole 80 evil multi-pule choice question of suck! I hope i passed it! God lord, I just want to pass it! * shakes fist* Then we went out to the shop and i puttered around on meh car. Another guy and me took the passenger rear break drum off to put new return springs in and shoe holder clips or whatever. They are seriously a bitch to get in and we end up having to bleed the rear drum since we got some air into it. Mm.. whatelse. Ah.. at break, the guys decided to play nut ball. What is Nut ball , you ask? Well.. you take a small rubber ball and fling it back and forth at each other's privates. :b It apparently hurts too. The guys in our class are like mentally challenged or something. Anyway, that all I gotta say for today. I'm feeling kinda sleepy so snooze time.

Oops.

Started to neglect thee lj there. Thing have been busy at school and i'm kinda lazy at home. So, we are in brakes now.. we get to takes people's cars apart. >D There is always that fear that you'll fuck it up and the brakes wouldn't work. This is quite terrifying when it is your own car. Thats right.. I mustered up enough nerve to take apart my baby * pets it* There was nothing really wrong with it. XD The rotors needed to be machined down and one spring is busted in the back. I ended up buying new rotors cause i was to darn lazy to machine thee old ones. * shurgs* They were pretty cheap although the real cheap ones were like 20 bucks. XD No, i did not buy those. I also ended up buying a spring assembly kit for the back brake drums. *mutters* you can't just buy one spring you buy em all. D: That was uh.. 10 bucks. Honda parts are cheap. lmao. So I got thee new rotors on ( they were so shiny and tiny X3 ) I have to do the springs tommorow in school. Then I have to pay for everything .. boo.
In other news, I got a 96% on my recent math test. Hoo-hah! Just means my average goes up and stuff. Plus, I can totally fail the last math test ( we only have one more) and have no bad effects such as failing. We have a brakes test coming up this tuesday after the long weekend which is a drag because i can never seem to do any good on them >.<

Hrm.. what else to say?
I actually managed to work alittle on my DND world. Add the other half of the terra to it. Named a bunch of stuff and am happy with it. Damn, nothing else is really happening at the moment. SK is a boring little mud ball. It makes me quite sad actually. I wish Dec. would get here sooner so i could go home for a bit. * shakes fist* Geuss thats all for now..

Hm.. my subject title reminds me of popcorn.
Halloween tonight... well, i suppose it is pretty much over now.Nothing to amazing happened here. I curved outta a pumpkin and managed to stab myself with the knief. :b Nothing extreme just got a small cut on my thumb now. We end up handing out some candy to the little kiddies.. no partying for me.. prehaps this weekend. I've been weird lately.. been doing a lot of reading and writing. Livejournal and e-mail is fun stuff for me right now. :b Only a drag when u e-mail someone and they send you a few sentences back. I mean how lame is that. I started playing ro again for lack of anything better to do. I'm already a lvl.101/50 high priest. huzzah.. I heal goot! Erm.. whatelse.. I need to get a wheel alignment done on thee car so need to make an appt for that this friday. >< Other then that, I got nothing planned. *rolls over*
erk.. going to go study since i have nothing else to say here.

You ever been bored and skimming through people's daily lives on lj. I bet everyone has at some point. My point is you've read something and realized the person whose life your reading is on a completely different level of thought then you. You can understand what their saying but it is on a totally different level then you. You either percieve it as stupidity, genious or somewhere in the middle. I find most things lie in the middle for me. I usually have a broad view of things when i read them. There are a lot of things that I find stupid to. What is really rare is when i find something that is above my view on things; higher up if you will. In a way it makes me feel inferiour for some reason. It makes me wonder why i'm not up there on that level of intelligents. Then again.. whose to say i'm above or below it? Only I seem to define that line and it pisses me off. I suppose lately I haven't been content with my going ons.

You remeber back in high school where they were always going on about how u could get 80-90% because you were ever so smart. I feel like they were making up crap with the way my marks are going right now in colleage. I do try rather hard but it never seems like enough. Only managing 60-70's in my classes excluding English (87% omg! ) I suppose it is because i don't have the hands on that everyone else does and trying to wrap my mind around all that information and get a mental image of an automotive system is damn hard. It makes me feel rather dumb even though I know i am not. I hate the feeling personally.. I wish there was a better way to improve my knowledge about these things. :x Personally, I feel that some of the teachers really shouldn't be teachers. They are nice people but man, they cannot teach worth beans. I should really try to get some more hands on training when i come back for x-mas, prehaps go out with fred (mom's bf) to work on heavy duty automotive. I think this weekend , i'll give mother a call, need some morale boosting causing it is pretty damn low for the moment.
Tommorow is friday ( finally), I have to do a crap load of driving tommorow from Moose Jaw then to Regina. It will suck, I hate driving in Regina for the most part. All for the sake of getting Winter tires + Balancing + Wheel Alignment. I have no plans for the weekend like usual. Oh, Halloween.. right, erm, I got nothing. How sad is that? I appear to be a little emo muffin right now. Prehaps it's because i need a shower and the fact that life is being a dink to me. :/ Anyway, that shower sounds really nice right about now.

Sorry! * pets lj*
I've been alittle busy with thee school. We happen to be doing welding so i have to sit in my geasey work suit and attempt to weld 2 peices of metal together. It kinda sucks. There is that minor fear that i might prehaps set myself or someone near me on fire. I'm no pyro.. just the flames are huge! You turn it on and it's like holy mother fuck! We only have on more day.. so it isn't to bad. I can get through it! Then we start on brakes and all that stuff. 2 days of brakes and then weekend! woo! Uh, I suppose Halloween is coming up too. I kinda forgot about it since I have nothing planned. ^^; No.. I'm not a lazy fucker and don't feel like dressing up. I just have no monnies and who am i dressing up for? The kiddies? Don't think so.
Note: I was talking to Alys awhile back and we were talking about relationships. How they can suck and how annoying people can get. We were basically the same views on everything which was pretty cool. The only weird thing was she suggested that I go out with Faye. Mmm.. Odd-ness. We are many miles apart and faye is like macking up them german bois ;b So that seemed kinda pointless besides im an old stooge compared to her. If I was a man, i'd be like cradle robbing! Besides i have yet to see a relationship with an older and younger person work out ( im talking really age difference 4-5 yrs) I'd say maturity is different but i am about as mature as a 14 yr old at times. Gahh! *flails* What do I do there? Don't wanna another relationship where my little feelings get smushed. :( I like my little feelings in the unsmushed variety. Besides i have the relationship flee syndrome in which i become really uncomfortable and want to break it off. Ain't I a dink? Though there are sometimes reasons.. Like man.. leggo og my arm! Space! Personal Space! Oversexing.. ahh! No touchie!
That about sums it up without me writing full sentences. It doesn't really help me personally though. I hate choices .. blarghh. I suppose i shall stew over it till i decided to do something about it or shove it in the little corner of my mind.
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I got to decorate gingerbread cookies. ;D I realized I suck at that. I got better as i went along but my first cookie was 'special' It was pumpkin shaped and had angry eyebrows with it's face. XD Best pumpkin ever! They were really yummie too. I ate like 3.

what flavor pocky are you?

[c] sugardew

You think you have some idea of whats going on then reality smacks you in the face. Never assume someone is talking about you cause it can be totally not true. I was kinda angry/ dissapointed.. eh, but i slept on it. I'm not pissed about it anymore.. i'd go with more uncaring again. Anyway.. I hit a gloomy patch there but i got over it easily enough. I managed to snag the handy cam and was taking pics of my stuff. Spamming people with it. har-har. I have no life sometimes. So, everyone has a bunch of pics of my car sitting in their e-mail. *cackles manically* Also, I figured that I got my new labtop yesterday. Tis tiny! O: Plus it is a teal color.. I wasn't expecting that. I suppose it'll be my labtop for going back/forth between school. :3 I managed to d/l some stuff over to the new one but i'll have to wait until i can buy a connecting link for them. For the moment, I'm just d/l music on to this computer so i have something to listen when in school. Most of it is DDR Music.. >D I also got some silent hill music for kicks. Though I admit Sillent hill 4 music isn't as good as Silent hill 3. Sorry XD Nothing really happening at the moment so I guess this will be a short entry.

Note: I think i'll be at a movie tonight. Not sure though.. we shall see.

It was another 'fun' filled day at school. We had a lovely 25 question test on tires/wheels/bearings. I totally thought i boomed it but he gave us a few bonus question so i ended up getting a 72% which was pretty fair. I still don't feel satisified with my marks.. need to study more. Fast, stonger ..all the except for learning mechanics. Anyways.. then we had gym which is totally up to you if you wanna go. It was floor hockey which i wasn't to sure if i was going to join. I suck at it for the most part and not very aggressive about it. I did manage to help with an assist and defend the net but that was about it. My team won. :3 Then we had to come back and clean the shop. Just scrubbing floors, wash floors and empty garbages.. boring stuff. I dicked around untill about 1pm then i went to the Honda dealership. They took meh car and looked it over. It got a new environment filter( air filter) and oil change. Plus.. they removed a rock that was stuck between the brakes and the backing plate. So.. Car was much happier on the way home.<33 Oh Yea! I totally forgot but when i drove to school this morning. I saw my 2 classmates pass me as i was just getting on to the highway. The driver ( kiel?) owns a 1980- something Honda accord. So.. it was apparently "on" as soon as he passed me. I was like 'meh..whatever' and followed him. The bugger was speeding like an ass so we were whipping around the highway.. I think we were going 170km for a good while there before we finally slowed down. I just followed him from behind, never really bothering to attempt to pass. It was more fun to do the whole 'I'mma gonna pass yea! gonna pass!" thing were you drive behind the other person and match speeds with them sometimes. He was freaking out apparently when we got to school. I got blamed for the whole speeding thing cause yea know it was totally my fault.. even though he was like in the front.. Good times XD
So, back to going to the Honda dealership.. I spent like 2 hours sitting in a big squishie chair. I was like falling asleep during the end of it. I finally managed to get outta there and home. ( bought gas along the way). Basically came home and crashed on the bed. I passed out till like 10pm which was weird because i didn't feel tired.
That sums up my friday. Action-packed, no?

My second journal on lj. After all my bitching about people who have more then one of these things and i go out and make another one myself. Guess I'm full of shit or something . This journal.. I plan to update and fiddle with on a more daily basis. If I actally keep my word.. mm, maybe 50% chance. This is journal is going to be full with my events, bitching and whatever else i see fit to put in it. This will hopefully be the shortest entry in because i will attempt to ramble on and on in here.

I wouldn't be bitching in this entry today because i just spend far to many hours fiddling with it and drawing a cheesey little doodle for my icon. I actually like my little icon though jpeg kinda killed it when i switched it over. Maybe I'll make a series of them for this journal..angry-sad-happy and so forth. We shall see how motivated i am there. I really should be studying for my mini exam on tires,wheels and bearings but.. I have no excuse. Tommorow is a like a half day, ends at 11:30pm. We do the test in the morning then go for a special period of gym in which i get to watch a bunch of people who smoke huff and puff around. Then we come back and clean the shop before heading home.. or to the bar. I have to go to Honda dealership, made an appointment to get my little honda's engine checked out cause to me. it sounds nasty. I think something is loose but not sure. The sounds is coming from the side, near the belts..:/ That is the excitement planned for tommorow. Then .. I hopefully will be able to drive home with my fixed car and sit on my bum for the rest of the day. It really shows you how motivated i can be. ;b

afterthought: it would be so cool if i got a rental car.. :x Even though that means something is toast on my own honda.. still would be fun. Hopefully nothing is toast of course... car peices are expensive.. almost typed penis instead of peices.. XD smooth!.